Sir-Larh-Mart Harry Raw-year

Happy Eid-Mubarak to my beloved readers (chup! Ada ke reader?) =P

Anyways, yesterday was the longest journey back from KL to KL. Almost 12hours. Huhh. So tiring...balik rumah terus on Fesbuk...hihihi

Raya was not that eventful this year as my aunty and uncle masing2 balik rumah mentua. Sorang kat Jerantut and sorang lagi kat Alor Setar. My other uncle left for London. So, in that big house left Mami and Leesa, Che Za and my family. Boring, I know. Boring2 pun gained 7kg. Che Za cooked Kuzi Ayam (compulsory dish for every raya) and Nasi Air for the first day and Nasi Bukhari and Dalca for the second day. So, do the math! And also, I missed the solat raya =((

Malam raya we cooked Kuzi Ayam and Nasi Air and berbuka puasa in darkness, bertemankan lilin sebab takde elektrik. =.=" Somehow we managed to complete it and the elektrik came somewhere around 11pm. 4hours of no electricity! On top of that, my dad's car masuk so-called parit! Pwahaha!

Our family routine on the first day is visit Tok Lat's grave ---> Pakcik Ali's house ---> Pakcik Shaari's house ---> Atuk's grave. And, later that evening, I went to my nightmare's house. It didn't occur to me that we actually going to his house. Best to drop the subject. Besar2 pun dapat lagi collection! Hehehe jangan ditanya berapa koleksion tahun ini. Hihihi.

Nevertheless, it is still raya and this is the time where all our friends and family gather and celebrating it.

I wish all of you Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir and Batin to all my Muslim readers and have a blast!

p/s - Happy Birthday to Hafiz and Ibu. May Allah bless you and age is nothing but a number! =P

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I can't really express how I feel now. Confused. Shitty. Itchy all over my toe. I'm a retard in the making and it is progressing at a fast pace.

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Public Nuisance

Please raise your hands if you are f***ing annoyed and bloody irritated with other road users.

Personal experience - I was driving on my way back from fetching those lucky maids from the shop when this bloody car was driving at 40kmph making other cars driving like shit! Why? Sibok bercengkerama dalam kereta! Get a room! Stop wasting other people's time! Have you heard of time waits for no men ???? Owh wait, time waits for you because you think you have more than 24hours a day!

Other news, I can't wait to start my lesson! Cepat la habis! Tak sabar nak bau a lil bit of freedom!

I have

I have no mood to eat.

I have no mood to talk.

I have no mood to chat.

I have no mood to sleep.

I have no mood to SMS.

I have no mood to laugh.

I have no mood to speak.

But, I have the mood to cry. Can Mr M lend his shoulders for me to cry?

Glory Glory Faiq Azim

This is Faiq with his brother, Fiqri

Faiq is one of the aspiration of me wanting to lose weight, apart from Mama and AhLong. We've known each other way long when I was in Multimedia University (MMU). Time tu malu2 nak tegur Faiq. Yer la, dah la tak lawa, mesti dia ni tak kenal. Kalau tegur, tak layan free2 jer...plus dia lepak dengan budak2 pandai jer...I ni mana la pandai sangat. Result pun nyawa2 ikan ajer! Kitorang dalam class yang sama la...almost all classes la because Faiq dalam group 3 and I was in group 4. Notice la jugak Faiq ni asyik berkepit dengan Ali Redha. And diorang sangat contra oke ! Contra as in Faiq ni as you can see in the picture chubby2 choymel and Ali tu kurus keding melidi. BUt, from what I heard, diorang ni kenal way before masuk MMU lagi. Al-maklumlah, pergi skool yang sama.

Faiq and I jarang talk to each other. Kalau talk pun, sekejap2 jer. Takde la sampai nak hangout. I understood why you don't want to. Hehehe. Anyway, Faiq dulu was a sehat boy. Nak pergi dekat pun macam takut2. Sekali dia pukul jauh pergi melayang nanti. But, dia tak macam tu. As a matter of fact dia sangat caring and sensitive to other people's emotions. Girls, siapa2 nak dia silalah ke Fesbuknya oke! Never it crossed in my mind yang dia ni low in confidence sebab bila I tengok dia buat presentation, he did it with all his heart. Until recently, he confided to me that he wants to change himself. Change as in wanting to be healthier and keeping himself fit. He was very enthusiastic in this mission.

It hit me there and then! I was talking to myself kalau Faiq can do it, so can I! But, it turned out that Faiq is much more discipline than I am! Malu dibuatnya! Dia sangat determine to keep himself fit and he never gives up! Everyday, without fail, dia akan pergi jogging together with his trusted buddy, iPod, and both of them run the track without fail. Even when he is fasting! I myself couldn't do what he did. To great lengths just to keep himself fit. When it comes to food, dia avoid oily food. Nasi tak sentuh langsung. Paling2 pun roti! Dia sangat menjaga dietnya, unlike me! Tak makan nasi 5 hari then after that 5 days cannot tahan. Nak juga cari nasi. Thanxs to that kenduri kahwin, it spoils my diet! Haha! Nak blame kenduri kahwin juga! Nasib baek lauk pauk dia sedap! Hihihi...last2 dia dah fit juga! You should see him before this. Gila ghell chubbynya! Yer2! Teddy bear bergerak! Hahaha!

Let me list down the reason why Faiq is my inspiration:

• Discipline - Jog without fail
• Determination - Set his own goals for toning himself down
• Sincerity - Sincere in his own goals
• All-out - Giving his best in losing weight
• Reality-checked - He realized that he needs to take care of his body

Faiq, you are one of the friends that I care and you complete the circle of friends eventhough we seldom meet and hangout but you're always there whenever I'm in my emotional breakdown or mentally breakdown or which ever that suits you. Thank you, Faiq Azim!

p/s - If you notice my entry ada hitam merah, itu sebab Faiq is a big fan of ManUtd. Well, the picture is worth thousand words. Haha.

Virtue of Darkness

Hail Fikree Zulkafli

Fikree..Fikree..Fikree..what can i say about him? He is one of my close friend that I adore. He is responsible of introducing me gothic metal and family songs. We love to eat Subway. 1foot long for him. Vintage sports cars. We have remained friends since 2005 (mind you, I pernah ter-syok kat dia for once!). Malu time! That was before la..now BFF!

Fikree, here's a song for you!

The Last Day on Earth

Marilyn Manson

Yesterday was a million years ago

In all my past lives I played an asshole

Now I found you, its almost too late

And this earth seems obliviating

We are trembling in our crutches

High and dead our skin is glass

Im so empty here without

I crack and split my xerox hands

I know its the last day on earth

Well be together while the planet dies

I know its the last day on earth

Well never say goodbye

The dogs slaughter each other softly

Love burns its casualties

We are damaged provider modules

Spill the seeds at our childrens feet

Im so empty here without you

I know they want me dead

I know its the last day on earth

Well be together while the planet dies

I know its the last day on earth

Well never say goodbye

Addiction

Here's a list of Sarah Ain's addiction

1. Sil Khannaz - Oh Rembulan


2. Nan Vernon - Mr. Sandman


3. Keri Hilson feat. Timbaland - Return The Favour


4. Lacuna Coil - Tight Rope


5. Tomyam Champor without beef


6. Black Pepper Sauce kat Uptown


7. Ayam Goreng (my recipe)


8. Egg Banjo


9. Midsomer Murders


10. The Nanny


11. Blogging


12. Silence Addiction
    

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