I have

I have no mood to eat.

I have no mood to talk.

I have no mood to chat.

I have no mood to sleep.

I have no mood to SMS.

I have no mood to laugh.

I have no mood to speak.

But, I have the mood to cry. Can Mr M lend his shoulders for me to cry?

Glory Glory Faiq Azim

This is Faiq with his brother, Fiqri

Faiq is one of the aspiration of me wanting to lose weight, apart from Mama and AhLong. We've known each other way long when I was in Multimedia University (MMU). Time tu malu2 nak tegur Faiq. Yer la, dah la tak lawa, mesti dia ni tak kenal. Kalau tegur, tak layan free2 jer...plus dia lepak dengan budak2 pandai jer...I ni mana la pandai sangat. Result pun nyawa2 ikan ajer! Kitorang dalam class yang sama la...almost all classes la because Faiq dalam group 3 and I was in group 4. Notice la jugak Faiq ni asyik berkepit dengan Ali Redha. And diorang sangat contra oke ! Contra as in Faiq ni as you can see in the picture chubby2 choymel and Ali tu kurus keding melidi. BUt, from what I heard, diorang ni kenal way before masuk MMU lagi. Al-maklumlah, pergi skool yang sama.

Faiq and I jarang talk to each other. Kalau talk pun, sekejap2 jer. Takde la sampai nak hangout. I understood why you don't want to. Hehehe. Anyway, Faiq dulu was a sehat boy. Nak pergi dekat pun macam takut2. Sekali dia pukul jauh pergi melayang nanti. But, dia tak macam tu. As a matter of fact dia sangat caring and sensitive to other people's emotions. Girls, siapa2 nak dia silalah ke Fesbuknya oke! Never it crossed in my mind yang dia ni low in confidence sebab bila I tengok dia buat presentation, he did it with all his heart. Until recently, he confided to me that he wants to change himself. Change as in wanting to be healthier and keeping himself fit. He was very enthusiastic in this mission.

It hit me there and then! I was talking to myself kalau Faiq can do it, so can I! But, it turned out that Faiq is much more discipline than I am! Malu dibuatnya! Dia sangat determine to keep himself fit and he never gives up! Everyday, without fail, dia akan pergi jogging together with his trusted buddy, iPod, and both of them run the track without fail. Even when he is fasting! I myself couldn't do what he did. To great lengths just to keep himself fit. When it comes to food, dia avoid oily food. Nasi tak sentuh langsung. Paling2 pun roti! Dia sangat menjaga dietnya, unlike me! Tak makan nasi 5 hari then after that 5 days cannot tahan. Nak juga cari nasi. Thanxs to that kenduri kahwin, it spoils my diet! Haha! Nak blame kenduri kahwin juga! Nasib baek lauk pauk dia sedap! Hihihi...last2 dia dah fit juga! You should see him before this. Gila ghell chubbynya! Yer2! Teddy bear bergerak! Hahaha!

Let me list down the reason why Faiq is my inspiration:

• Discipline - Jog without fail
• Determination - Set his own goals for toning himself down
• Sincerity - Sincere in his own goals
• All-out - Giving his best in losing weight
• Reality-checked - He realized that he needs to take care of his body

Faiq, you are one of the friends that I care and you complete the circle of friends eventhough we seldom meet and hangout but you're always there whenever I'm in my emotional breakdown or mentally breakdown or which ever that suits you. Thank you, Faiq Azim!

p/s - If you notice my entry ada hitam merah, itu sebab Faiq is a big fan of ManUtd. Well, the picture is worth thousand words. Haha.

Virtue of Darkness

Hail Fikree Zulkafli

Fikree..Fikree..Fikree..what can i say about him? He is one of my close friend that I adore. He is responsible of introducing me gothic metal and family songs. We love to eat Subway. 1foot long for him. Vintage sports cars. We have remained friends since 2005 (mind you, I pernah ter-syok kat dia for once!). Malu time! That was before la..now BFF!

Fikree, here's a song for you!

The Last Day on Earth

Marilyn Manson

Yesterday was a million years ago

In all my past lives I played an asshole

Now I found you, its almost too late

And this earth seems obliviating

We are trembling in our crutches

High and dead our skin is glass

Im so empty here without

I crack and split my xerox hands

I know its the last day on earth

Well be together while the planet dies

I know its the last day on earth

Well never say goodbye

The dogs slaughter each other softly

Love burns its casualties

We are damaged provider modules

Spill the seeds at our childrens feet

Im so empty here without you

I know they want me dead

I know its the last day on earth

Well be together while the planet dies

I know its the last day on earth

Well never say goodbye

Addiction

Here's a list of Sarah Ain's addiction

1. Sil Khannaz - Oh Rembulan


2. Nan Vernon - Mr. Sandman


3. Keri Hilson feat. Timbaland - Return The Favour


4. Lacuna Coil - Tight Rope


5. Tomyam Champor without beef


6. Black Pepper Sauce kat Uptown


7. Ayam Goreng (my recipe)


8. Egg Banjo


9. Midsomer Murders


10. The Nanny


11. Blogging


12. Silence Addiction
    

* Owned *

A Day With Melbourne Part III

As you can see the first two parts, I posted some pictures. Ikwan and I spent time together at four various locations - One Utama, Ikea, The Curve, and Desa Parkcity.

Location 1 - One Utama

We went to One Utama for window shopping. Yeah, we love to window shopping. Actually, I had in mind for a shirt but none that my heart pleased. Then, as usual, we browsed around. But turned out to be NEGATIVE !!! I suddenly spotted something. ACCA KAPPA !!!! We went to Acca Kappa. I was thrilled because I've been searching a product from this brand. Acca Kappa's Hibiscus. I really love the smell. As I was busy euphoring it, the promoter introduced to me to another smell. I sniffed. Immediately I fell in love with it. We went around the shop and the promoter was busy introducing another product and at the same time, gossiping. Girls. That is what we do best. Ngeeee. Next, we went to Three Crown. Ikwan saw this pair of lovely, masculine shoe which I adore it too. Weeee ~ I got hungry and we headed straight to Ikea for our lunch.

Location 2 - Ikea

Next destination, Ikea. We parked at The Curve. Why we parked there? Ask M.I.. =P

We headed straight to Ikea as we were as hungry as the wolves (yes, because the two of us were hungry as the wolf). He ordered Chicken Herb and Salmon Herb. And as for me, I ordered Vegetarian Pasta with Tomato Sauce and Boiled Potato. I had to ordered those as Brocoli is not available. Arghhhhh. I've been craving it for a very long time. So devastated. My heart crushed when he told me that they are out of brocoli. Pangkah Ikea for a while. Huh! We munched while eyeing for some hot stuff. What is hot stuff? That is for Ikwan and me to know and for you guys to blur. Wahahaha! Finally, we're stuffed with all the food that we had.

Location 3 - The Curve

Nothing much that we did. We walked around. Nothing interesting there anyway. Before we headed back to the car, we tried on the new Carolina Hererra 212 On Ice. Damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How I wish I didn't buy Salvatore Ferragamo Incanto Charms!!!! Argh !!!! Dah lah limited edition pula tu! Ish!

Location 4 - Desa Parkcity

We had tea in Kluang Station. Kluang Station is our usual place to hangout in Desa Parkcity. We chatted. We giggled. We camwhored. We munched. We did everything we want to do. We wandered around until it the sky gets darked.

Owh, we had so much fun! Bila kita nak buat lagi, Ikwan? Kali ini, kita mesti masukkan seseorang itu ya? I'm glad that you're back. We've missed you!

A Day With Melbourne Part II

Sarah's Lunch

A Day With Melbourne Part I

Lagenda

Michael Joseph Jackson

Few days upon his death, I was listening to his hit singles in the car with dad. We were sing-a-long to his songs. He, then, asked me "Ehh, what happen to Michael Jackson? It's been quite some time he made headlines." "Oh, he's back on stage this coming July in London. He's making a comeback. But, according to him, this will be his last tour. Final curtain, he claimed." I replied. From there, we talked about his career, his life, the controversy surrounding him.

Few days later, Michael Jackson was pronounced dead to the whole world. It was all over the news. CNN, BBC, NST, The Star, Astro Awani, etc. I cried for two nights in a row. My dad was speechless. I grew up with his songs. We grew up listening to his songs, his famous moonwalk, his moves, his glittering gloves, his total make over, his controversies, his ups and downs. The list can go on and on for hours but no matter what, he was being himself. Deep down I can feel his genuinity in entertaining others. He was and is still the King of Pop nevertheless. No man can ever replace you. Yeah, not even Justin Timberlake! His songs, his voice, his videoclips.

Michael, I will always miss you.

Al-Fatihah.

Blurbs

I have read all of the short stories, and I must say, I am awe-inspired by it. No doubt that kids these days can write such inspiring stories.

Yeah, yeah, yeah!!!

Bulls***. I think they can do better than that other than grammatical errors. Hell, I made and still making the same grammatical errors but they have what we call "Supervisor". Someone to correct their errors.

Really can't blame them. They are students from Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Bandar Baru Sungai Buloh. I am moved by their determination and effort to write. Really. I'll post those that I like the most to read.

* Owned *

Satire

This evening, my beloved dad bought me a compilation of short stories written by school kids - You Should Read This ... From Teens to Teens - 42 Short Stories From 33 Minds. This should be interesting as seventeen-year-old kids publishing their creativity, sharing them with us. Mind you, it's RM4.90 only. Friggin' cheap!

Suggestion - grab one for yourself.

I'm off to read all of the short stories. Will share with you the ones that i dig later.

Til then.

* Owned *

First and Foremost

Wah liao ... kebosanan mula melanda ... now, dah start blogging (again) ... ehehe ...
Anyway, this is just an introduction entry as more to come soon ... =D

Feel free to scribble here, aite ?